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| I'm not ready. I remember when I started this I never thought this day would come and now it's here and I'm not ready. It's unfair really. I got sick. I didn't have a chance to enjoy them as much as possible this past week. I'm not ready. Now I'm left with a weak body and approx. 6 hours to express to them how much joy, triumph, tribulations, and love they have given me these past five months? It's not fair. I don't even have time to be proud of myself. How can I be when all I want do is be with them? I'm proud of them. They knew I didn't know what I was doing. And to see them with each other is priceless. We can learn so much from them. So so so much. Their innocence, sense of friendship and their lack of judgement makes them the best living things in this world. I love them with all my heart. Who needs to have kids when I have them? But after today...
I'm not ready. | | |
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I had such an amazing weekend. I don't think I've had anything so amazing since my uci graduation weekend. I had had such a long week but man it was worth it. Friday night Dennis, Andrea and I saw M.I.A. at the Wiltern. It was amazing. Then Saturday Dennis and I went shopping for a Macbook! I love it! Apple can seriously do no wrong. Then Today. ohmigawd today. M.I.A. had an in-store autograph signing. We got there way too early but it doesn't matter. I was soooo nervous. I didn't want her to be mean. She seems soo f'n cool and she was. She got there and when it was my turn to meet her, I froze. I wanted to cry. Just like a teeny bopper. I approached her and gave her my "Piracy Funds Terrorism" cd.
Now let me tell about my "Piracy Funds Terrorism" cd. I had heard one of her piracy songs via a friend. I wanted more so I googled the lyrics of this one song I had and turns out that before any of her cd's were produced, she created "Piracy Funds Terrorism" and the copies that do exist are super rare. I found a website where it was downloadable so I got it and was instantly hit with a feeling of euphoria. Yeah it sounds tacky. so what? no one makes music like this anymore. the only problem with the downloadable version was that it had two second gaps between each song. It's not supposed to have gaps because it's a mix. So I went on ebay, found the cd and bought it for $40. A week later, the same cd sold for $51. IT WAS WORTH IT.
So I handed her Piracy and she says "Wow. This is old skool". She might as well have said "Analily you're my new best friend" because that's what it felt like. Then I told her "You were amazing at the Wiltern" and she said "oh you were there?" and she signed my Kala cd and I went on my way. She was sooo NICE. I still love that I impressed her. ME. Everyone else in line looked at my Piracy cd with awe. That's right suckas. $40! I love you M.I.A.!!! | | |
| I feel empty. Those kids took a part of me. | | |
| I have two serious issues.
1. I am obsessed with Paris and I can't wait until I go next year
2. I am obsessed with shopping and I need to cut it out but I can't
I think #2 feels like it's not that big of an issue yet because I am not longer putting anything on my credit card and because I got an amazing summer job. But still, I have to cut that shit out. So I am going to say that today was my last extravagant purchase for awhile. I always say that. But this time maybe I will actually try. I'm really good with goals. I'm just not so good with this goal.
My life has been O.K. so far. Everything is actually great except the I don't like a certain someone issue. But I'm pretty much getting over it. I think that in time things will fix themselves and she can continue trying to make me feel inferior but it won't work because 1. it's a joke. 2. I pretty much have everything going for me right now and I shouldn't let people that don't matter affect me. It's difficult for me to comprehend that someone does not like me just because I am me. It's no longer my issue anymore. I have the good vibes and the good karma.
So I will be teaching summer school in about a week and a half! ahh! I am going to have my own classroom and my own kids! I am so excited! This opportunity is AMAZING. Tomorrow is my training. AHH I can't believe I am going to be working alongside real teachers. I will be their co-worker. HAHAHAHA. I sure hope this opens some serious doors for me.
Everybody Loves Raymond is on. peace. | | |
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